The moment with him

Actually I don't actually remember the date that he arrived at Malaysia..
But I'm sure it's before 28 November..and one day after his final...hehe..
Now it's been 2 months.
he is finally going to fly back..
Today 28 january 2009, my brother is flying back to Australia.
Today, at 9.45 pm Arif will be flying back to Melbourne.
Sad but it is the reality to be face.
It's only for the next 3 years that we are going to be apart.
The separation of him to become a doctor, Insyaallah..
But the feeling of lost will always be there went we are at the airport.
Hopefully this year are manageable.
Actually this year, he does not plan to come back.
As our parents are going for hajj,he decided to come home.
Well bro, I'm glad that you did.
Cannot do it without you.
After spending time with for nearly 2 months I'm sure gonna miss him more.
He has been there for my younger siblings.
Make sure that they behave.
Making sure that all the foods are there.
And many more that cannot be listed.
Yes, I won't denied that there are times that I wish he be more alerted that we
need him more than others.
But it's selfish as he also has his own life to manage.
I did not want to elaborate on what has been going on for the last 2 months
as that is my own treasure with him.
But one thing for sure, I love him.
Here a word that I wish I can say straight to him but I know I can't find the courage to do so.
Arif,
Pls be sure that you are always hold Islam in your life.
Remember to remind others if we are not doing so.
When the time that u felt that you have been push by our parents, just looks at it as it is the way of Allah showing us the correct path. Don't misjudge and saying that our parent want to control your life. They know the best although it seems that it is not want you want.
Study hard and smart as what you are doing is a jihad in Islam.
Remember that we always love you no matter what your condition are. Especially me!
Don't keep secret from us. We want to be there for you.
(p/s:just saying this as it seems that there are times that you are worlds apart)

All said and done, sorry if it is not enteresting.

nbh83
7.32 am 28 January 2009